interview oh interview~~ tips to sell myself

well, u see, right now, im very busy looking for a job. and i believe that many of us are looking for jobs as well. as interview invitation calls are coming, i, as the interviewee  (is it a valid word?) would have to prepare myself, aren't i? one of the preparations would be answering all the questions given to their interest.

so, i've googled on this, and stumbled on this very interesting yet helpful blog! the blogger has listed down 50, i mean 50 common questions in an interview. check this out. this might help u too..:-)

this website is great too! it explains a bit deeper on HOW should u answer, them questions.  

but then again, just reading the tips wouldn't help much. yep, it does give some enlightenment on this matter, nevertheless, we'll have to start rehearsing on our own before stepping into the interview room and sell ourselves.

wah! brand new kah? persiapan utk tahun baru kah?

apanya yang brand new tu?

brand new blog-face lah..haha

banyaknye masa ai kan.. hehe..

nak berkongsi same websites or blogs yang share blog templates chumell2. kalau berminat, sila lah surf k..

1. http://btemplates.com
2. http://www.yummylolly.com
3. http://www.bloggerblogtemplates.com

yang the 1st two addresses tu best2 je templates die..rambang mata ai jap..adoii.. dok timbang2 yang mane yang paling berkenan di hati.. jadi ape yang korang tgk skg adalah pilihan hati ai.

pastu, ai update skali blog-shop yang dah bersawang-sawang tuh. alhamdulillah. nampak lebih cantik rasenye. alang2 korang klik cari template 2011, klik lah disini jugak ye. kalu berkenan, email aje ai.

ok lah..till next time..

ehhh,..jgn lupa, klik sini tuk tgk my blogshop k..

its all about today!

important milestones that must be recorded. one of them is safiyya's rolling up skill. hahaha, senang keje ai nanti bile die dah besa n tanya pasal time dia meniarap. i'll just send her off to my blog..cari lah engkau wahai budak..kih kih kih

she's 4 months & 5 days. and its this morning, i left her lying on the toto (somehow, dpt rase harini die akan meniarap!) and went to cook sup daging. check her from time to time.. tup2 dah meniarap dah.  pastu tolak die baring semula just to capture her video..hehehe... meraung budak tuh

i can say that today is a day of blessings ( everyday is, actually, tapi hari ni lain sket..:-) )

10.30am, kak long has safely delivered Qaira Arrysa at Naluri. dapat anak sedara baru, yay! alhamdulillah, everything went well, tho shes out earlier. kak long planned to induce on this coming friday.. :-D

safiyya da pandai meniarap. maybe she can sense that adik Qaira is coming out today..heheh (wonder, perhaps she can walk by the time Ameer arrives.. would be nice, isnt it..heee)

D ( kaseh2's job recruiter) informed him about the interview he undergone few weeks back. seems to be on the positive track. chances of securing the job is, 70%. D is negotiating on the salary with Aircom HR. Inshaallah everything will be well. pray for me people!~~

Our not yet new home is also in a good progress. Loan with BSN is approved tho this BSN loan officer works like shit, and mom in law with kaseh2 will sign the offer letter once ready. we've bought kain langsir (as mentioned in the previous post) and i've started gunting guntingan.. yay

ooppss, kaseh2 dah balik,, bye2

crushed

a good reminder, when  we think of doing, writing or even planning on something, think with the word full too, then u'll have that thoughtful decision, inshaallah.

if only..

...

safiyya baru aje abes susu n sedang tidur. jadi mama dia adelah mase nak update blog nih..

pagi tadi bangun awal, as a result, banyak masa untuk surf internet before that tecit tonet tu bangun.

sibuk mencari kedai yang jual botol susu brand tommee tippee yang paling murah. so far, bagi yang sedang mencari good bargain, sile ke website ni . tapi, downside of this kedai is, jauh from my house for cod. kat setia alam tuuu. bila call, tanya kalau nak guna pos, shop dia hanya akan layan process orders from internet on thursday. pastu nak pos ke umah, rm 10. kalau beli banyak, berbaloi lah. jadi, this another blog-shop jadi lebih menarik. huuu..sekarang tangah berkira-kira, maybe angkut asma' ke setia alam on wednesday lah jawabnye..heee. jalan2

kenapa tommee tippee?
pre-used comment:  bentuk dia ala-ala boobies payudara original. ada juga yang kata, teats lebih lembut dari silicone yang biasa2 beli kat kedai. e.g jenama anakku.

post-used comment: TUNGGUUUU~~~

ohh, cuba tengok links yang baru kita tambah kat sebelah tuuu.. ada minat???

challoo dulu  bebeh

hari ini hari ahad bersamaan dengan 21 november 2010, jam 10.18pm

kami kini berada di rumah sepang.. orang banyak rumah (rumah meme and mak mertua) memang kena pandai bahagikan masa untuk each of the houses..hiiii

pulang dari subang pagi tadi. sebelum meneruskan perjalanan, kami singgah di pasar ahad. memebeli barang basah. peti ais memang kosong lauk! setibanya di rumah, mengemas apa yang patut, menyiapkan sedikit projek.

sesudah asar, kami ke nilai 1 untuk mencari kain langsir rumah baru nanti.. hehe... tak sabar nak pindah ni. kita dah dapat kain untuk guest hall, family hall, and langsir bilik safiyya..huuu habis beberapa rats jugalah..

*adei,! kena kerja cepat ni

langsir untuk bilik safiyya colour biru, corak haiwan. ada sotong, ikan, jerung, etc.. yay, tak sabar nak jahit

hmmm... apsal entri kali ni skema gile?

ok lah, dah xde mood nak tulis sbenanye..

btw, ape maksud 'bakul masuk'?  hiiii sila sila jawab

names

must write this down!
safiyya ada banyak nama panggilan..

safiyya
amani
amoi piyah
moi moi
gaby
gaby moi moi
tecit tonet

ok nanti update lg..heee

safiyya lagi!

safiyya is about 3mo & 3 weeks. 25th of nov, she'll be getting her 4 mo injection. eiii, kenape tulis dalam english ni, should start writing in bahasa.

emak kata, baby akan berubah perangai ikut bulan (lebih kurang begitulah). jadi safiyya yang kini menghampiri 4 bulan, sudah menjadi sangat comel. hahahahahaha..ayat baku sungguh!!!!! skema nye!


lama tak lama, sudah hampir 4 bulan aku bergelar mama. orang kata, sekejap je masa berlalu. tup tup, dah setahun dah budak tu. sedar2, dah nak masuk sekolah dah dia, etc. well, itulah yang aku selalu dengar sebelum ada safiyya.

pada aku, yang menjadi surirumah sepenuh masa buat masa ni, hmm, 4 bulan tu lama juga sebenarnye! tak adalah sekejap sangat spt yg diwar-warkan oleh orang lain. mungkin tu apa yang dilalui oleh ibu2 yang  berkerjaya. ibu yang berkerjaya di rumah spt aku ni, hari2 menghadap benda yang sama, kadangkala ada sedikit perubahan. tapi... dalam 80% menyeronokkan tau! kenapa 80% je? hihi., sebabnya, brestfeeding ni kadang2 memberi tekanan juga kat aku ni. iyelah, time breastfeeding tu, aku duduk je. tak reti nk bergerak2 kesana sini sambil menyusukan safiyya.  adoiyai.. sampai boleh rasa pening tengok skrin tv tu!

lagi satu yang memberi tekanan kat aku: sedang syok wat keje2 rumah, safiyya bangun tido, nak susu. kita pun berhenti dari buat kerja utk menyusukan dia. lepas dah menyusu, main-main dengan dia, main lagi, main lagi main lagi main lagi.. paham tak? maksudnye die tak nak ditinggalkan, nak didukung je sampai next feeding! adoiyai lagi sekali. kerja yg kita buat tu ditangguhkan ke tak tahu-bilalah-boleh-sambung-balik
tapi alhamdulillah, sehari dua ni, safiyya dah tukar style dah. tak tahu lah sampai bila. tapi, buat masa ni, bila safiyya bagi sign nak susu, kita pun kasi susu. bila dia start memain cak-cak dalam menyusu tu, hah! apalagi time to stop. gelak2 dan gurau2 sekejap sebelum letak bawah layan diri. dia ok je. ngongoi sorang2,pastu penat, tidur sendiri. alahai anakku. baik nya!

time main2, memang seronok. kita suka betul tolak2 badan safiyya supaya meniarap. hihiii.. dia masih tak pandai meniarap. tapi tulang sudah kuat. bontot berat sangat kot! hahaha ( sekarang berat 6kg+, berat tak??) sangat suka bila kita meniarapkan dia. boleh gelak2 jerit2 bila kita tiarapkan dia. hahaha... best betul lah anak mama nih!

next, safiyya dah tunjuk kan hobi dia. baca buku. kaalu dibacakan buku kat dia (abah safiyya suka bacakan buku),* bersembang you, anak ai ngn buku tu!* macam2 bunyi dikeluarkan bila tengok gambar2. alhamdulillah. kekalkan hobi tu ye sayang. mama suka!

uihh banyak nye type. safiyya tengah tidur, amek kesempatan lah ni!. undur diri dulu.

world without strangers

if u still remember, Giordano once used this motto printed on their t-shirts. well, with safiyya around, its true to every word!

yesterday, i submitted my veil assignment to asma. whoa, finally finished and ready for her saturday wedding. then we went to pkns shah alam to look for her tudung. i carried safiyya in the ever useful sling. its like a kangaroo pouch. safiyya sat in that sling, cute and cuddly, plus attracted attention from people around her. its normal to hear people saying, "eeiii comelnye" , patted her 'vulat' bum,  and chatted with me on safiyya, ect.

At the end of our tudung quest, i went to buy drinks. by that time, safiyya was already asleep rocked by 'sling-rocking'. one of the worker said " alaaa dia da tido ke??" with the disappointed tone.. lolz.. a stranger was actually disappointed by that!

*** arghhh..why are u super adorable safiyya???

yeah, when u have a super adorable baby, world is definitely without strangers anymore!

p/s: post was written on 12th nov 2010

11.14pm

...and im writing after the long abandonment to this blog..

life lately has been (buat-buat)busy? for this whole week, flu n cold have taken their time knocking us down one by one, including safiyya. poor thing..

next week would be my best friend's wedding. i volunteered to prepare her veil. alhamdulillah, still progressing well though my nose keeps on running away from me. urghhh... nevertheless, will meet her next week for the tryout & alteration(s). inshaallah.

news on tv? hmm boring2..prep for galas n batu sapi elections. couldn't care less on the result. [YES!, i have to change on this part. will try to get involve into the politics news as soon as i can(?) BN won at galas.] TV3 news were always showing BN's goodside. too much of it is not good. Shows that the government/BN is trying too hard to impress  the people.  huuu

merapi volcano blast is the latest in my list. well, natural disasters n tragedies are everywhere. we are definitely nearing the ending of the world. mahsaallah, my amalan..

safiyya is 3 months and 2 weeks old.
 she is SUPER ADORABLE!!!!!!. her head (or neck?) is strong now. she loves standing up. hardly sleeps during the day. but sleeps through the nite with a feeding around 3am. an early riser, around 7/8 am.
and i must say this again: safiyya is SUPER ADORABLE!!!

p/s: she can laugh with the sound too! not the silent laugh.
p/s 2: kaseh2 hati's fren said that safiyya smiles a lot. alhamdulillah. good n gay personality inshaallah.

30 hari

genap 30 hari safiyya bernafas di muka bumi ni.. sebulan dah die.. cpt mase berlalu..

well, die makin comel! makin rase nk hugle2 je tiap mase.. alahai anakku

mama safiyya pulak? hmm.. a bit slimmer..yay! penat bf budak sbenarnye.. dah biase bgn tgh2 mlm tuk every 2 hours, luka makin elok, alhamdulillah

bisik2 * rase nak kua je jalan2..maybe ujung mgu ni nak g ikea k, g curve k, ou k..oh, mid pun ok gak..hehehe, saya wat pantang saye tuk 30 hari je..;p

kelakarlah safiyya nih!

2 funny incidents:

#1
safiyya nak susu.. dah atas riba dah, dah angkat kepala dah ke breast. situasi kelam kabut.. or safiyya yg kelam kabut sebenarnye. nak latch on, tp tangan letak dpn mulut! cemane tuh nak minum?
terhisap tangan seniri,
tersedar bukan nye brest mama.. keluarkan tangan dr mulut n trus menangis! adoiyai safiyya..

lenkali, tangan letak lah tempat len..time tu jgk nk men2 ngn tgn!


#2
safiyya dah tidur, mama letak kat tilam kecik tuh.. elok je menelentang tdo (die x suke tido meniarap).
mama pon tinggalkan die, ninek plak masak kat dapo..

uwek..uwek.. tetibe safiyya nangis
cpt2 mama g cek.. alahai, anak aku dah terjatuh dr tilam, meniarap atas tikar rotan tuh..
hahahahaha...
tulah, x reti nk pusing balik!  cepat2 belajar pusing k safiyya

a month full of barakah, ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan

its not around the corner anymore, its here.. now is already 7+ pm. means we have entered the much awaited month, ramadhan.

a year has gone by, how fast the time flew.. it is ramadhan again, and the second for me n hubby to fast n try fill our time with ibadah and amal to Him. last year, i woke up in the wee hour to prepare our sahur. the two of us only at our home. but this year would be a bit different. i wouldn't be able to start my fasting tomorrow as i am still in my nifas period.. sad sad, very sad indeed.

sahur is goin to be at subang permai. sahur wouldnt be a much fuss( as in getting up very early in the morning!). Safiyya is a blessing! her crying for feeding is our alarm clock now. she wakes up around 4 or 5am.

i hope, i'll be able to fast tomorrow. we'll see about that.. ooo nifaas, pls finish up quick!
i hope i can do lotsa amal this ramadhan.
i hope, i'll manage to pray tarawikh every nite at home ( its impossible to perform it at the mosque, safiyya wouldn't tolerate her feeding time!)

Ya Allah, answer my prayer..

selamat berpuasa to all

:-)

9 days old

it has been 9 days old since i gave birth to our little angel, Safiyya Amani. it has been 9 days ago i suffered fruitlessly in the labour room for 5 horrible & traumatizing hours. it has been 9 days since i started breastfeeding the little princess till my nipples swell, bleed and hurt like hell. it has been 9 days for me to hold the 'mama' title officially.. and in that 9 days, i cried, i woke up few times in the middle of the night, i tolerated with the safiyya's daily screaming for attention and going thru the emotional-hormone related roller coaster!

the 9 days of extraordinary events that took place leaves me with gratitude towards Allah for destined me the best hubby any wife could ask for! thank you sayang.. and my thanks started from the day you accept me as your wife, all the supports that u've given during the pregnancy, staying by my side throughout the 3 times induction process, trying to feel the pain like i do, the du'as and prayers for my safety and a whole lot more in the future.
i will always love you

Ya Allah, guide us to ur blessings in every move we r choosing.

25th July 2010 

after the 5 agonizing hours, writhing in indescribable painfulness, by 3 o'clock in the afternoon, kaseh2 hati determined to let me undergo cesarean. after all, 5 oc'lock would mark the time limit given by dactor bahiah and 3 cm is a long way to 10 cm!

the nurse prepared me for the c-sect process, gave kaseh2 hati a paper on anesthetics available, and wheeled me to the operation theatre. i couldn't think straight. contractions came in every few seconds. kaseh2 hati opted half-body epidural.

in the OT. i was alone without my significant other. it was an emergency according to the nurse. the anaesthetist, Dr Suraya injected me with epidural. i could feel the numbness spreed to my toes. the pain was gone instantly. it was a big relief! Alhamdulillah.

i was laid down on the bed, the room was bright with the white light. i felt nothing. the procedure was about to start. my emotion was numb too, just like my lower part of the body.

i have no idea for how long i stared at the white ceiling. i was wide awake. my hands were shaking because of the epidural. the chatters ( doctors n nurses) voice seemed far away.

the baby was out. Dr Yasmin the paediatrician took the baby out for some procedures. to check whether the baby is ok or not. then they brought the baby to me. its a girl. my Safiyya Amani is in healthy. down there, they were stitching my tummy.. Alhamdulillah.. its over.
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i dont know whether i'm able to undergo the pain again or not.. i'll let the time heal my fear and decide later. :)

and by the way, Safiyya Amani was born at 4.16 pm, and weight at 3.41 kg.

Sony E spring cleaning! : gamba ape lam henfon saye part 2

ok, this is the 2nd part, and the final part. pics of hafidz in my phone before marriage. x byk sgt.. guess im not that 'picture-mushy2' type..hahaha..

esok convo beliau...emsem nye!! hihihi

awal2 di comptel!

okeh..7 je gamba yg ade (cukup supply utk seminggu!).. ni sume mms k. sy x g pon k umah beliau utk tangkap gambar2 ni.. ;p

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and, these were taken on 1st day raya, our 1st raya as hubby and wife..

location, tangga batu, melaka. nenek's home. credits to hani for bluetooth-ing these..hehe

from left: hafidz, abah, mak, and me!! kak long & family raye kat KL dulu.

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and this one, US with the little one hiding inside my tummy! & ektorp too

this coming raya would be the 2nd for us, and the 1st for us with the little one, inshaallah. 

( hmm i need to reshape after this..x cantek dah bulat2 cmni..:( hehe)

Sony E spring cleaning! : gamba ape lam henfon saye part 1

i've been delaying this entry for weeks. the content for today's entry had been boggling my mind ever since oma's arrival with my 'hand-me-down-phone'.  wee, now i have a more 'canggih' phone though its second hand (he has been using it for a year, but lol, why bother to buy a new one when u can get a good conditioned + up2date jgk la and most of all, its free!?? thx oma, & will be waiting for ur HTC desire after this.. :) now now, be a good bratha k. ).

BTW, its Nokia xpressmusic 5800.

ok, back to the objective, today, im just gonna put pictures that have been residing in my Sony E K800 for a while. only decent pics will be put here..

blom kawen! before going to pejabat agama islam to get the necessary form(s). At ALI, TTDIJ

still working with MIAT & single.. :)

wajah anak dara ;p > induction course kat genting view

list made just after wedding. lotsa things to buy to built a home

prima. after wedding

kawen da..ali's, ttdij

off to NZ, oct 2009.

proof of our trip

lake taupo, NZ. sublime!

wishing for this book!

hehe, 1st buntalbeads!

posing lg!!

trying his sewing skills

hasilnye: muke stress.. maseh x pro

okeh, cool down, cont. keje

we love ikea!

haris syg yaser! pak uda n makuda off to mumbai

wooden flooring, another step in building a home

dapur ku sebelum ade kitchen cabinet.. step 2 in building a home.. :)

soya bean rage, Asma K is unstoppable!!

date wif girlfriends. Asma K n Syikin.. miss u guyz

my lunch, @secret recipe

mothers' day celeb @ mak lang's.

nenek! the oldest 'mom' in our family. Hafidz's side

kanak2 ribena! luv them both.. hmm gamba blurry la pulak

aqeel!

line for little one..:)

abah in action!

kenny rogers, jusco equine

made and sewn with love

KL sentral. interview wif maxis

hehe..posing2

mane train ni??

off to apek's wedding

schweet couple! :)

apek lmbat sgt! posing2 lah dulu

me again! :D

ungrateful entry

as the above title, i'll refrain myself from writing too much except for:

" i desperately need a new, way bigger fridge! arghhhh.. its too stuffy in there..huuuu"

ok..thats it... x bley whining byk sgt.. :)

look at my blog's new look!

my personal programmer is doing his job well! the blog is getting better and nicer!

i love him..

BIGGGYYY MUAH MUAH!!

feeling good

last weekend was superb! the weekend started on friday as it was a public holiday and lasted till sunday of course!

friday daytime was spent on buntalbeads (beanbags) sewing. alhamdulillah, it went well. friday night was movie nite! we watched prince of persia at gsc alamanda. the movie was ok-lah. not dissapointing, nor great.

saturday was buntalbeads delivery day. left our house in sepang in the morning to meme's house. fill in the polybeads with yasir's help into 3 sacks. then photo moment wif the buantalbeads. pics will be uploaded later (some have been uploaded to beanbags blog).

once done with the photo moment, we delivered to mak first. i am happy! she looks satisfied. slept on it duirng afternoon nap. and abah took his turn later on..

waited for achik to arrive at abah's. the black buntalsbeads is for shasha. before achik arrives, pok came back with his little kids. they started to jump and what not on mak's buntalbeads. kaseh2 hati took out the camera and started taking pictures of their happy faces. when achik clan arrived, they too love the buntalbeads present.  hakim even ordered one for himself. heeeee another buntalbeads odered!

on sunday, we packed our things, and its time to return to our lovenest.. :)

first, we stopped at pasar ahad at the stadium for my kopiesatu ice blended cappuccino. then we went to sec 18 shah alam to aden tailoring. tempah baju melayu raye. then to midvalley to get some kain from kamdar. and afterward, off to sepang. 

after zuhr, we continued painting the middle room. and finished with it by night, complete with the furniture arrangement.  yay!

now, langsir is in my mind...

al-kisahnya bawang...

bekalan bawang kat umah dah surut.. sejak dari last week lg

isnin lepas pergi pasar, nk beli bwg, tapi..hmm bawang2 itu x berape cantik.. mcm x worth je nak invest(?)

hati kate: x payah la beli dulu, kite tunggu pasar hari khamis pulak. mane tahu bawang die lg cantik. berbaloi!

hati yg lagi satu menjawab: betul2.. kite tunggu dulu

Hari khamis

kaki terus melangkah ke gerai menjual bawang2. belek. belek. tgk bawang yang berjenis2 itu. belek semua bawang yang kecik2 comel2..

hati: alah, x cantek jugaklah bawang ni (sudah x bersemangat!). tp kat umah ade 2 ketul je kot bawang yg tinggal.

hati yang lagi satu bersuara: beli je.sikit je..kotnye len kali jumpe yg cantik, beli banyak2 ( tersa bernas sekali cadangan ni!)

maka, pulanglah haritu ngn  bawang yang x berape cantik, adelah lam beberape ketul. survival kit!

isnin kembali lagi! (harini)

singgah di kedai bawang..

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........ alaaaa tak CANTEK jugak! camne nih! 

susah sebenarnye nak beli bawang tau

indahnya.. must read!

i copied this from a blog. bacaan untuk renungan bersama..

Sesuatu yang berharga utk dikongsi bersama...

Luangkan masa kalian untuk membaca.. ambil peringatan dari Baginda Nabi
sempena keputeraannya tahun ini.. tunjukkan kecintaan pada Rasulullah
s.a.w...

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Mengasihani...

Ya Allah..lancar jari ini menaipkan sebuah pengalaman yg amat berharga
dr seorang insan yg dipilih Allah utk berjumpa Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.
melalui mimpi hari Khamis, 16 Rejab 1427H bersamaan 10 0gos 2006.

Nama yg dipilih oleh ayah beliau adalah Syamimi yg bermaksud
'kesayanganku', jua gelaran Nabi pada puteri kesayangan Baginda,
Fatimah. Ketika khilaf memilih nama itu, ayah beliau mengharapkan
mudah2an suatu hari nanti anaknya akan menjadi salah seorang mutiara
kesayangan Rasulullah s.a.w. Alhamdulillah, doanya makbul selepas 23
tahun kelahiran anak sulungnya daripada 8 adik-beradik.

Al-Quran 30 juzuk terpelihara kemas dalam hatinya. Beliau menghabiskan
masa 3 tahun utk menghafal 30 juzuk Kalamullah ketika berada di negeri
kelahirannya. Beliau hafal sendiri utk memenuhi harapan ibu ayah yang
mengharapkan ada dalam kalangan anak mereka menjadi seorang hafiz atau
hafizah. Sebagai anak sulung, beliau mengambil tanggungjawab ini utk
menjadi contoh kpd adik2 yg lain. Setiap hari beliau hafal 2 mukasurat
Al-Quran dan tasmi' dgn ustaz di sebelah rumahnya. Sekarang beliau
pelajar tahun 4 jurusan Undang-Undang Syariah di universiti ini.

Akak ni memang diuji dengan sakit yg tak tahu apa punca sejak lebih
setahun yg lalu. Sakitnya rasa seperti ditikam-tikam dengan pisau di
bahagian belakang tubuhnya, tambahan pula kaki yang sakit di bahagian
lutut sejak 8 tahun lalu tidak pernah sembuh. Pernah satu ketika,
selepas makan, beliau muntah bersama segumpal rambut dari kerongkongnya.
Penderitaannya hanya Allah dan dia sendiri yang tahu. Sudah lama beliau
tidak terdaya ke kelas kerana sakit itu membuatkan dia tidak dapat
berdiri atau berjalan. Hilang selera makannya hingga badannya susut
hampir 13 kg. Beliau hanya menggagahkan diri untuk pergi berwudhu' 2
hingga 3 kali sehari. Wudhu' itu dijaga sebaik mungkin untuk ibadah
sepanjang hari.

Hari2 yang dilaluinya dipenuhi dgn membaca Al-Quran dan qiamullail
sebagai pendinding daripada gangguan yg terus2an menyakiti diri.
Diceritakan makhluk2 halus itu akan mengganggunya terutama pada waktu
sebelum Subuh, Zuhur dan Maghrib. Beliau telah banyak berubat di merata
tempat, berjumpa doktor2 pakar, malah ulama' yg faqih dalam ilmu
perubatan islam serta akhir sekali bertemu sorang lecturer di sini. Tapi
beliau hanya mampu bertahan. Pesan ustaznya, setiap kali beliau sakit,
banyakkan baca Surah Al-Baqarah.

Pagi Khamis itu, beliau berniat utk hadir kuliyah sebab sudah terlalu
lama tidak mampu ke kelas. Beliau bangun kira2 jam 4.30 pagi utk solat.
Berbekalkan sedikit kekuatan yg digagahkan, beliau ke bilik air utk
berwudhu' dgn memapah dinding dan segala apa yg mampu membantu beliau
untuk berdiri. Habis berwudhu', beliau jatuh tersungkur, rasa seperti
ada yg menolak keras dari belakang. Tika itu beliau sudah tidak mampu
berdiri, justeru beliau merangkak ke bilik. Sampai saja di bilik, beliau
ketuk pintu dan rebah di depan bilik tersebut. Disebabkan sakit yg
mungkin dah tak tertanggung, dengan spontan beliau niatkan, "Ya Allah,
kiranya mati itu baik untukku, aku redha, tapi kiranya Engkau ingin aku
terus hidup, aku ingin dengar kata-kata semangat drpd Rasulullah s.a.w.
sendiri.."

Kemudian beliau pengsan. Sahabat2 sebilik mengangkat beliau ke dalam
biliknya dan di baringkan di sana . Waktu itu, sahabat2nya telah pun
'forward message' pd rakan2 yg lain agar dibacakan surah Yasin kerana
beliau nampak sudah nazak. Malah mereka telah sedia dgn nombor2 ahli
keluarganya utk dihubungi kiranya ada apa2 berlaku dengan izin Allah.
Kira2 jam 11 pagi itulah, ketika tertidur dgn tenang dalam waktu
qoilullah, beliau bermimpi. Beliau sedang terbaring dalam keadaan
memakai telekung dgn tangannya diqiam seperti dalam solat di suatu
tempat asing yang sangat cantik. Beliau terbaring di sebelah mimbar dan
kelihatan banyak tiang di sekitarnya.

Tiba-tiba datang seorang Hamba Allah dgn wajah yang bercahaya dari arah
depan dan berdiri hampir sekali, kira2 2 meter dari beliau. Wajahnya
SubhanaLlah..indah sekali, tak dapat nak digambarkan. Beliau tertanya2,
siapakah orang ini? cantik sekali kejadiannya dan hati beliau rasa
sangat tenang dgn hanya melihat wajahnya. Dirasakan seluruh kesengsaraan
yg ditanggung selama ini lenyap begitu sahaja. Kemudian, Hamba Allah itu
mengatakan, "Assalamu'alaikum, ana Rasulullah.." Subhanallah..baginda
Nabi rupanya! Nabi memakai jubah putih dan kain serban berwarna hijau di
atas bahu baginda. Beliau nampak dgn jelas mata Baginda Nabi, janggut
Baginda, rambut Baginda, kain serban di atas bahu Baginda dan tubuh
Baginda. Kemudian Nabi katakan "Enti fil masjidi" (kamu sekarang berada
di masjidku, Masjid Nabawi).. Allahuakbar!

Kemudian Baginda Nabi s.a.w. berkata: QalAllahuta' ala; "InnaAllahama'
assobirin" (sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang2 yg sabar). Ketika
mendengar suara Nabi mengalunkan Kalamullah, terasa bergema suara merdu
Nabi di seluruh alam. Sememangnya Baginda sebaik-baik kejadian dan
diciptakan dgn penuh kesempurnaan. Nabi katakan (dalam lughahl arab, tp
diterjemahkan di sini) ; "Ya Syamimi, dengan berkat kesabaran enti, dgn
sakit yg enti tanggung selama ini, dan dgn berkat Al-Quran yg enti
pelihara di dlm hati, maka Allah bukakan hijab utk enti nampak ana.."
Ketika Nabi menyebut Ya Syamimi, terlintas di hatinya "Ya Allah..Baginda
kenal ummatnya!". Ya Rasulullah... Ketika itu, beliau dapat merasakan
baiknya Allah, memberikan nikmat yg begitu besar buat dirinya.

Kemudian Nabi katakan lagi; "Sampaikan salamku buat sahabat2
seperjuangan Islam. InsyaAllah, kita semua akan berjumpa nanti.." Nabi
s.a.w. kemudian melafazkan; "Ummati.. ummati..ummati..." dan beliau
nampak jelas Nabi menangis saat itu. Beberapa titisan airmata Baginda yg
suci mengalir utk ummat Baginda! Kemudian Baginda Nabi melangkah pergi.
Beliau merintih, "Jangan pergi Ya Rasulullah.." tetapi Baginda tetap
pergi. Subhanallah, walaupun kita tak pernah bersua dgn Nabi yg mulia,
Baginda kenal dan sentiasa ingat akan ummatnya. Beliau sendiri tidak
pasti, apakah Baginda menangis kerana rindu kepada ummatnya, atau
mungkin saja baginda sedih dgn ummat akhir zaman ini? wallahua'lam...

Sedar daripada tidur yg amat indah pengisiannya itu, beliau masih
dikelilingi oleh rakan2 yg turut terdengar rintihan beliau dalam
tidurnya "Jangan pergi Ya Rasululah..." Beliau kemudian menceritakan kpd
para sahabat tentang mimpinya sekaligus menyampaikan salam Rasulullah
buat ummat Baginda. Semua yg mendengar menangis lantaran rindu pada
Nabi. Rasa malu pada Nabi krn kita jarang2 ingat pada Baginda sedangkan
kita amat terhutang budi padanya. Lebih2 lagi kita sedar bahawa hanya
syafaat Bagindalah yg dikejar di akhirat kelak.

Ya Allah..ketika itu, tiada kata yg lebih tinggi drpd kalimah
Alhamdulillah utk di rafa'kan pada Allah atas ni'mat yg begitu besar yg
Allah berikan pada dirinya. Rasa tak layak dirinya menerima anugerah dgn
ujian yg hanya sedikit berbanding insan2 yg lebih berat diuji oleh
Allah. Kiranya ada kalimah pujian yg lebih tinggi dr Hamdalah, pasti
akan beliau sebutkan buat Allah Yang Maha Kaya. Semuanya terangkum dalam
Rahmat-Nya yg melimpah ruah. Rasa sakit masih menular di tubuhnya. Cuma
kali ini dia bertekad tidak akan menangis lagi utk kesakitan ini.

Usai solat Zuhur, rasa sakit yg ditanggung makin hebat. Tak pernah
beliau merasakan sakit yg sebegitu rupa. Terasa panas seluruh badan dan
seluruh tubuhnya rasa ditikam pada setiap penjuru. Kalau dulu, beliau
akan menangis dalam menghadapi kesakitan, namun pada waktu itu beliau
pujuk diri utk tidak menangis. "Apa sangatlah sakit yg aku tanggung ini
berbanding nikmat yg Allah telah bagi utk melihat Baginda Nabi s.a.w.."

Kemudian beliau tidur. Beliau terus rasakan berada di tempat tinggi,
tempat yg biasa hadir sepanjang beliau menerima gangguan. Beliau katakan
"Ya Allah, apa lagi yg hendak Engkau berikan buat hambamu yg hina ni,
rasa malu sangat dengan-Mu Ya Allah..." Kemudian dgn izin Allah, datang
empat orang yg berpakaian serba hijau. Salah seorang daripadanya
mengatakan; "Assalamu'alaikum Ya Syamimi..Rasulullah s.a.w. sampaikan
salam buatmu. Kami utusan Rasululah..Nahnu khulafa' ar-rasyidin. Ana Abu
Bakr, ini Ummar Al-Khattab, Uthman bin 'affan dan Ali.."
Subhanallah..Saidina Abu Bakr memperkenal dirinya dan ketiga2 sahabat yg
mulia. Beliau nampak sendiri, Saidina Abu Bakr yg amat lembut
perwatakannya, Saidina Ummar dgn wajah tegasnya, Saidina Uthman yg
cantik sekali dan Saidina 'Ali yg agak kecil orangnya.

Para Sahabat mengatakan; "Kami diutuskan oleh baginda Nabi utk membantu
enti.." Kemudian keempat2 mereka membacakan ayat 102 surah Al-Baqarah yg
bermaksud:

"Dan mereka mengikuti apa yg dibaca oleh syaitan-syaitan pada masa
kerajaan Sulaiman. Sulaiman itu tidak kafir tetapi syaitan-syaitan
itulah yg kafir, mereka mengajarkan sihir pada manusia dan apa yg
diturunkan pada 2 malaikat di negeri Babylon iaitu Harut dan Marut.
Padahal keduanya tidak mengajarkan sesuatu kepada seseorang sebelum
mengatakan 'sesungguhnya kami hanyalah cubaan (bagimu) sebab itu
janganlah kafir.' Maka mereka mempelajari dari keduanya (malaikat itu)
apa yang (dapat) memisahkan antara seorang (suami) denagn isterinya.
Mereka tidak akan dapat mencelakakan seseorang dgn sihirnya kecuali
dengan izin Allah. Mereka mempelajari sesuatu yang mencelakakan, dan
tidak memberi manfaat kepada mereka. Dan sungguh, mereka sudah tahu,
barang siapa membeli (menggunakan sihir) itu, nescaya tidak akan
mendapat keuntungan di akhirat. Dan sungguh, sangatlah buruk perbuatan
mereka yang menjual dirinya dgn sihir, sekiranya mereka tahu.."

Selesai membaca ayat itu, para sahabat Nabi menghembus pada makhluk2
yang sedang mengganggu beliau dan mereka semua hancur terbakar.
Subhanallah..waktu itu terus terasa seolah2 tubuhnya yg sakit dahulu
ditukarkan Allah s.w.t. dgn tubuh yg baru. Hilang segala kesakitan yg
setahun lebih ditanggung beliau dgn sabar. Saidina Abu Bakr mengatakan;
"Inilah ganjaran besar dari Allah buat orang-orang yang sabar.."
Kemudian, para sahabat Nabi yg mulia pun pergi meninggalkannya.

Selesai mimpi indah yg kedua ini, beliau bangun dr tidur dan terus
duduk. Rakan2 sebilik pelik, kenapa beliau dapat bangun dan duduk dgn
mudah . Kemudian sahabat2nya itu menyuruh beliau bangun berdiri dan
alhamduliLlah..dgn mudah beliau bangun berdiri dan berjalan d sekitar
bilik. "Ya Allah, penyakit ana dah sembuh.." Semua sahabat yang ada di
situ bergembira dan menangis. Kemudian beliau segera ke bilik air untuk
berwudhu'. Dengan tubuh yang 'baru', beliau sujud syukur pada Allah
s.w.t. "Ya Allah, kiranya di beri tempoh sujud 100 tahun pun belum dapat
diriku menjadi hamba-Mu yg bersyukur atas nikmat yg telah Engkau
berikan.."

Beliau berpesan pada kami; "Adik-adik, wajarlah para sahabat Nabi yang
mulia sanggup mati demi mempertahankan Baginda. Akak yang diberi rezeki
melihat Nabi tak sampai pun 5 minit dah rasa tak sanggup berpisah
dengannya. Kalau boleh, nak duduk je di bilik untuk beribadah pada Allah
dan mengenang wajah Nabi yg mulia. Tapi menyedari banyak lagi taklifan
dan tanggungjawab kita atas muka bumi Allah ini, maka hidup mesti
diteruskan. Sekarang ini hati akak tenang sangat..kalau boleh, nak je
akak pinjamkan hati ni walau hanya sesaat agar adik2 dapat merasakan
betapa beningnya hati ini. Tapi itu tak mungkin kan , mungkin ini
bahagian akak, bahagian kalian? Hanya Pemiliknya Yang Maha Tahu. Akhir
sekali akak ingin katakan, tak rugi kita bersabar..."

Keperibadiannya indah. Cerminan al-Quran katanya 'Aisyah ra. Dari semua
aspek kehidupan, diperagakannya hanyalah kesyumulan. Allah mengajar
manusia berkehidupan di muka bumi ini melalui baginda. Menuruti
sunnahnya adalah pahala. Kasih sayangnya tiada bertepi, dari yang kecil
hingga yang tua, dari hamba hingga ke bangsawan, dari dulu sampai
sekarang, hingga ke akhirnya.. Dialah peribadi unggul sepanjang zaman.
Mencintainya suatu kemuliaan...

Pernah suatu ketika Rasulullah berkumpul didalam satu majlis bersama
para sahabat. Tiba-tiba bergenang air mata baginda s.a.w. Para sahabat
gelosah melihat sesuatu yang tidakmereka senangi di wajah Rasulullah
saw. Bila ditanya oleh Saidina Abu Bakar ra, baginda mengatakan bahawa
terlalu merindui ikhwannya.. Saidina Abu Bakar sekali lagi bertanya
Rasulullah saw, "bukankah kami ini ikhwanmu?" Rasulullah menjawab,
"Tidak, kamu semua adalah sahabatku.. ikhwanku adalah umatku yang belum
pernah melihat aku tetapi mereka beriman dan sangat mencintaiku... Aku
sangat rindu bertemu dengan mereka.."

Sesungguhnya Allah dan malaikat-malaikat-Nya bershalawat untuk Nabi. Hai
orang-orang yang beriman, bershalawatlah kamu untuk Nabi dan ucapkanlah
salam penghormatan kepadanya (al-Ahzab:56)

p/s: sungguh...berderaian air mataku mengalir..daku rindu akan
dirimu..Ya Rasulullah!
(kisah ini dinukilkan oleh sahabat Syamimi hasil pengalaman benar yang
telah dilalui..pernah disebarkan melalui e-mel & blog sebelum ini..)

sesungguhnya,ana sangat bersyukur kerana dilahirkan didunia ini sbgai
ummat nabi Muhammad S.A.W...
banyakkan lah berselawat dan mendengar zikir..insyaAllah kita semua akan
mendapt syafaatnya di Akhirat kelak..wallahu'alam..(*_*)

Alhamdulillah: HAPPY

I've just received an sms from my ex-colleague:

"dear all, Alhamdulillah...i hv safely given  birth 2 Ahmad Rayyan bin Ahmad Razreehan at noon jz nw. Tq"

what else could i wish for? mashaallah, alhamdulillah.. Allah is indeed the most powerful and merciful and full of love towards His servants. 

congratulation kak ain. next would be mine.. 

bertahan!!

saya puasa wajib harini..

senang cakap: puasa ganti :)

saya rasa tak sehat harini

senang cakap: badan rasa panas semacam aje~kepala seperti ber'roller coaster'

saya masih 'pregnant' harini

senang cakap: dah takde mase nak ganti lain hari sebab sudah dekat nak bersalin

konklusinya?

saya kena bertahan

3 jam setengah lagi,.. InshaAllah

lain kali, ganti awal-awal!

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senang cakap: BERTAHANlah! sape suruh malas ganti awal2. 

takkan nak bayar fidyah kot?? malunye kat TUHAN

notakaki: hehe.. terase malu ngan tuhan sbb berbulan-bulan Dia kasi chance nak ganti before preggy.. 

btw, terase nak mkn kek  sendiri bake.. tp hmm. 'M' lah pulak. 

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minggu ke -30 pregnant! Wow.. another 7-10 more weeks to go.. the countdown should begin now..

bila manusia itu mahu menjadi binatang, maka...

would like to share this horrifying-ugly tragedy, of the many that are happening around us..

i took this from wikipedia

Concrete-encased high school girl murder (女子高生コンクリート詰め殺人事件 Joshikōsei konkurīto-zume satsujin-jiken^?) was a 1988-89 incident in which a Japanese girl, Junko Furuta (古田順子 Furuta Junko^?), 16 at that time, was murdered. This incident has a high level of notoriety in Japan.

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On 25 November 1988, four boys, including Jo Kamisaku, then 17 (Kamisaku was a new family name he took after being released from prison), abducted and held Furuta, a Third year high school (grade 12) student from Misato, Saitama Prefecture, for 44 days. They kept her captive in the house owned by the parents of Boy C, located in the Ayase district of Adachi, Tokyo.

To forestall a manhunt, one of them forced Furuta into calling her own parents and telling them that she had run away from home, but was with "a friend" and was not in danger. He also browbeat her into posing as one of the boys' girlfriends when the parents of the house where she was held were around, but when it became clear that the parents would not call the police, he dropped this pretext. Furuta tried to escape several times, begging the parents more than once to help her, but they did nothing, apparently out of fear that Boy A would hurt them. Boy A was at the time a low-level yakuzaleader and had bragged that he could use his connections to kill anyone who interfered.

According to their statements at their trial, the four of them raped her, beat her with metal rods and golf clubs, introduced foreign objects including a light bulb into her vagina, made her eat cockroaches and drink her own urine, inserted fireworks into her anus and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police. At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that "possibly a hundred different people" knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped (approximately 1000 times in total) or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to "kill (her) and get it over with".

On January 4, 1989, using a loss at mah-jong as a pretext, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire. She died later that day ofshock. The four boys claimed that they were not aware of how badly injured she was, and that they believed she had been malingering.

On January 5, the killers hid her corpse in a 55-gallon drum filled with cement; the perpetrators disposed the drum in a tract of reclaimed land in Koto, Tokyo.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Junko_Furuta

and, in summary of the torturing days, i borrowed this excerpt from FB account dedicated to her

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend

Raped (over 400 times in total)

Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away

Starved and malnutritioned

Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink

Forced to masturbate

Forced to strip in front of others

Burned with cigarette lighters

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire

Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom

Eardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone

Body mutilated

Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.

They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/group.php?gid=104786470334

reading this left me utterly speechless...

Q is, what kind of humanity left in those teen boys????

May God protect us till the end..

wordpress5: before my ass goes to work ~April,21 2010

its 3.46 in the afternoon. weather is sunny..too sunny perhaps.. its so hawt here..! am about to clean my house, not as in spring clean, jst dusting off here and there, a layer of sweeping around the house, and perhaps mopping too if i could do everything in a whiz of time. Cooking for dinner is still in the list!

finally, my sewing machine is here. (happy *wink wink*) and finished sewing the outer layer of kaseh2 hati long awaited bean bag.. alhamdulillah. and in the midst of finishing katol’s stuffs.. aja aja amat!

update on my pregnancy would be the focus of today’s post. so far, baby is 25 weeks (today is wednesday). almost 6 months an a half. i could feel her kicking inside sometimes ( when i pay attention to my tummy) and when i deliberately lie on the tummy to give her the pressure, or poke her hard just to play around. kaseh2 hati could feel the kicks too.. what an active girl.

we had the 3d & 4d scan when she was 24 weeks. it was and awe-mazing experience seeing her moving a lot, seeing her face, seeing her playing with her hands, seeing her karate-ing with her strong legs, and getting to see her little fingers both hands and legs.. and knowing that am carrying a tough, active and healthy girl inside. mashaallah..alhamdulillah, praise to Him the mightiest.

oopss.. there she goes again..